You said you had never talked to a gangster queen before
I suppose you didn't know what to expect
The first day we met I felt our connection
You looked into my eyes and I looked into your soul
That was the beginning of two warrior spirits becoming one
You taught me my first game of 21
Talked to me about the philosophy of God and stars
Held me on cold winter mornings
Made love to me in the afternoon
To the vocals of Makaveli
We were two gangsters
Caught up in a whirlwind of stress and strife
Together we found the love that filled the void in our lives
All my anger and pain
Became my passion for you
In your eyes I could see and feel so much
You never spoke a word
But I could feel your strength
We held on to each other
As if we had no one else
Who could feel the pain of being alone better than a gangster
I understood because I knew
We went through the long days
And the nights 
Even when death threatened to end your life
I stayed by your side
You shielded me from the harshness and coldness of reality
Your love kept me and made me strong
And then the 5-0 took you away from me
I spent my days pining away for you
In the night I cried for you
Remembering the love and passion we shared
No one can ever touch my soul the way you did
I wonder if Fate cursed the love of two gangsters
Making it impossible for us to find heaven in this life of hell
And now I only have memories of the most true, but bittersweet love
Shared with you and you alone
You were my Daddy
And I was your Thug Missus
But now without you
I feel and am nothing at all
Just another gangster left all alone.



                                      Chantay Leanord